The Little Lady

i am happily (think so) taken by Christian. Green lover, pink lover, rainbow lover, photoshop addict gal just like the other people around you may know. But i'm quite different, know why? Cuz I just am. Hahah♥ I also love music, and i also love writing (that's why i blog) and of course, drawing! Even photography, but not that much anymore, i'm too busy for school ya see (owz) I'm takin up I.T. and hopefully, I'll be graduating soon. I am also an otaku, anime rooocks!

RANDOM HAATES
★ RIPPERS. ★ COPYCATS, be original. duh.DON'T COPY MY STYLE. IT'S MINE:) ★ PANGETPATAN
★ Mondays★ GLOBE (>o<) && their customer service. ★ Volleyball ★ Not getting paypal :( ★ Sleeping ★Criticism

...LOVES.
There's so many to start with. Let's just say i love NICK SHOWS
esp. Spongebob, Avatar and Drake and Josh.
I love music and playing music.
I love badminton.
I love Adobe Photoshop Cs beyond (LOL).
I love to draw.
I love to write.
I love to smile :)
MOST OF ALL,
I LOVE CHRISTIAN!//etc



So much for the details..
If you want to know me more, just
add me up in friendster and etc..
LINKS BELOW :)

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Photobucket Albums:

• Private
• Public

Old Blogs:

• XANGA
• LIVEJOURNAL
• WORDPRESS
• DIARYLAND

he never reads this anyway. ;[

i hate myself.
i'm sorry for bein like this..
i'm sorry for bein so narrowminded...

i'm sorry, i'm sorry i feel so bad ;'[

i was hopin u cud make me feel better but i'm always wrong..

i'm sorry i hurt you too because of the pain i am bearing for an uknown reason...
maybre tomorrow this will fade away.. but please don't leave me tomorrow, not any day!

;[ i love u so much...
that i hate myself so much for hurtin u just
because of my own reasons...

so sorry...

Gone eeEMOtional ;[

i'm glad i finished readin my book for my book report in filipino ;]
but in the end i am still not happy at all ;[ (crap)
i thought i was over my tantrums but i guess i'm still not.. who wouldn't be.

According to IV-5 account:

[kEviN] CAT tRoOp lEadEr, pEo wLa lng pRng hNde.. hEhe...
[ChRiStian] aToYs ng Bayan!
[jOhn] LOLO ng trEpOr dTi, ngAun kEa? hehe...
[jOvEr] mY gTas pa sA lAbi! jOwk! pEo SUPER cUtE & mAbAiT yAn! ^_^
[cArL] EINSTEIN ni sR pAsCuAl!
[nAthAniEl] nAt2 fOr sHoRt.. mR. "wHat's tHe pOiNt?"
[jAy-iAn] BUNSO ng fOrpAyB! pAcUte? hEhe..
[AIRNESTO eStE ErNesTo pLa!] mHngin dAw xa, dB mAam AURE? hehe..
[rEx]siMplY da bEsT! txtm8? hehe..
[sHeLla aNn] dEcLamAtOr nMen yan!
[gRaCeLyn] sOpRanO ng fOrpAyb
[gRaCe jHoy] ATE ng fOrpAyb..
[jEsSebEl] pUrE & fRsh dAncR!!
[jAniShia] jAni sBe ni mAam hErRera..
[mAry aNne] gagOng gUpit 4 d' mOnth, pEo sH!t, gNda n2 sObra!
[jEmaima]mEmai, bEaUty & bRains
[cHeRriE]SPRINTER ng fOrpAyb
[RoMeElyn]nEgGie ni dAve..MARIMAR
[pAtRicia] pazway 4 d mOnth, pEo lkAs mg3p nyan, mgnda..mchOrva..
[jEnNie rOse] sLba ng 3-3.. cHiCken nOoDle sOup?? hehe..
[miChelle] MASANQUE ni pAsCual..
[hArLene] mgnda.. mchOrva.. hehe..
[zErRadiEne] sTiCk daw xBe ni POGI
[nEsHeLle] mUy hErmOsa ng fOrpaYb!

that in bold, is my boyfriend. haha.
isn't that just so nice?
ATOYS..
syota un ee, ano ko tanga?
syota ng bayan boyfriend ko shit!
haha.. yes, hard feelings..
sensitive ko ba?
eh sino bang di mabuwibuwisit,
boyfriend mo boyfriend ng bayan??
haha... terms.

tapos di man lang
nagparamdam nung gabi
si syota ng bayan!
galing!!

eeeh, i'm so tired.
believing i finally found
someone who
WON'T MAKE ME WAIT
whenever we are to go to school,
whenever he tells me he'll text me or call me
whenever he promises somethin'

UNFORTUNATELY, with much
UNLUCKYNESS, i am, not to have
any of persons of such kind.

Why wouldn't i feel so upset
after readin all that and
why wouldn't i feel like this
when your boyfriend didn't
even try to text you,
didn't even try to find out if
you're feelin ok..

this is all that i ask of a guy,
to take care of me,
and let me feel your presence
because if i don't i fall.

but it's my damn fault.
guess 'i never learn do i?'
hahaha...

i feel so much pain right now.

it isn't supposed to be this way..

i guess God's just makin me feel
the burden of jealousy that according
to my boyfriend, he had felt when i was
'flirtin' with other guys (which i never even did)
and when he said i liked other guys other than him...
(which again, i never did)

He even told me once that his
used-to-be-crush HUGGED HIM
and told him how naughty he was..
haha, well it's nice of him telling honestly
but it just made me feel more..
CRUSHED.

i don't think there'd ever be a happy
love story in my life..

so cruel neh?

anyway, we got no school again tomorrow.
i'm cryin right now, does that make sense?
i am no way of planning of sleeping cuz i can't.

i've gone indeed emotional..

i guess mom's kinda right, i should think
of MYSELF too.

i wish i could be really the flying ninja i dream to be.
so then i could fly away, far far far away...

then there'll be no need for sleepless nights
full of tears and fears..

a fear of being alone,
no one ever understood me..

fix me.

puteeek!

tanga tanga nang DEPED!!
dpa inannounce agad na walang pasok..

ayun! ngpakabasa kami sa ulan..
nahulog pa ko sa kanal..

;[ nakakbuwiisit!

nkakayamot yung bagyo!!
di nakikisama!!
di nalang nilakasan yun ulan nung nandun na kami sa skul!
lumusong pa ko sa pagkadumiduming baha!!
meh nakita pa akong hito eh, kamusta yun?
pero masaklap talaga nahulog pa ko sa kanal eh..

"pumasok ako para mabsa x[ "

ayun sabi ko ke Christian, hayst. Buti nga pala nakauwi na sya,
nag-alala ko nung ngtx si mama (nakiki-mama na eeh nu?) na wala pa sya
tapos aftr 15mins nung ngreply ako nandun na pala xa.. *sigh*

nakakainis pa ayaw gumana nung radyo sa mp4 ko n2luyan ata kc nabasa..
pati cp ko eh nbasa, ngloloko un keypad, nanghiram pa ko ng cp mtex ln c mama (haha)
basa pa gamit kooo! LAHAT.. masaklap dun e, pti mga hiniram kong notebook nabasa...!!

tapos naghintay pa ko kanina ng pagkatagal tgal!
tapos di pa pumasok si ama!! masaya na sana kung mag-isa ako eh! kso hndi! badtrippp!!

tinatamad na ko magbookreport sa filipino.. asar..

mainte pa fster..
di ko pa nabigay sulat ko kay christian..
namimis ko pa c christian..
wala pa cp ni christian!


hay buhay..

gusto ko ng ulan pero ayoko ng bagyo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sore eyes o_O

haha, skeeewlmate ku me soreeyes.. feeling q ako dn magkakasoreeyes,, nanakit mata ko eh,, haha.. wag naman puuu.. exams pa namannn.. x]

tayo'y magtagalog muli! hehe.

• sa wakas, natapos na ang delubyo ng pag-iisip sa UPCAT.. dahil tapos na upcat, yes! haha. ayoko nagiisip eh.

PERO.. Exams na sa Thursday at Friday, at NCAE sa 28
...grabee hectic naman ng pagiging portyir (talagang ganun!)

Nga pala, happy monthsary namin ni bf ku (mahal koooo)..
`galing ah.. 8 monthz.. to break the record! nakanang.. hehek..
``saya nga eee..

"sorry na i love youuu!"

haha, ayun pinaka di ko malilimutang linya ni Christiannn..
tama bang pumunta ng disoras ng gabi sa may amin at isigaw yun?
haha..

iba talaga magmahal nu? grabeeee... wiiiii

nakakwindang na masaya.

aaah.. hahapit nanaman ng mga boookreport sa filipino, review-review.. taz.. maagang uwian.. taz.. lalala..

sana masaya nalan lage..

wiiii ge..
nakalimutan ko sasabihin ko eeh...

sana matuto na ako magayuz ng template sa blogger.. nakakayamot layout ko ee..
gusto ko sariling hirap pagod at effort!! hahak.. lakas ko mangarap website ko nga di ko maasikaso eeh..

hihik.

ge nanyt..

hapi 8th monthsary ulet samiin nang mahal kong si christian a. bautista... mwahbyuu. ;]

i hate this day.

this is by far, one of the most useless day ever.

upon realizing my blog is craaappp for nobody leaves comment to it.

-that my boyfriend didn't even try to text me (again and again)

-that my mp4 got broken for some unexplainable reason.

-that i am damn nervous for that UPCAT exams to take tomorrow that will take 5 hours.

-than i didn't effin review because it's making my head go crazy.

and i'm gone crazy.

life is so lifeless, one minute your sooo joyous the next second you're frail.

that if there's anything good they'll take it away from you in an instant.

I hate it.